How does it feel like to be pushed around? Being youngest amongst most of the people around you, being the weakest piece of crap everyones takes advantage of.

Its not fun at all. I get bashed at for being clumsy cos i often break things and spill things and spoil things. I get bashed at for following the wrong insructions, and being 'deaf'. I get bashed at for being stubborn, not liking to follow instructions. So much more, i could even write a book. Heh.

Its like every corner of my life is like a fragile piece of glass, yknow? i knock onto something, i break the 'rules' (even the simplest things in my life,im not allowed to do) and i have to face the consequences.

What have i done to put myself in this situation? The state of my life is unbearable.

Strict mother, strict father, strict sister, strict brother and strict boyfriend.

I dont know how long i can take this any longer. They say you should never let anybody think that they own you. But how can i?

Maybe im just born to be miserable?

Your good old happy days are long gone from your life, sars. :'(